This is another blog piece from the current 6 Week Holiday Challenge client, OMGiFatty.
And, we are currently in the middle of the second “Don’t call it a bootcamp” outdoor adventure with the awesome Teresa Marchese. 6 weeks, last stop until December 17. Unfortunately, I am unable to make it every day, due to holiday travel and some classes here and there, but getting to run up and down hills and stairs, strength train, and just generally build muscle is amazing. I am feeling stronger. I can run up stairs faster, and do more push-ups, and more sit-ups. IN fact, I didn’t write after we finished the last challenge, but I have lost an inch off many body parts, lost a few percentage points in body fat, SHAVED 10 seconds off my run up stairs, and doubled and tripled my push up/sit-up abilities. After 20 days. Fricking marvelous.
And I am holding myself differently. I have lived my life pretty disconnected from my body. Even when I worked out before or trained for the Avon Walk for Breast Cancer/ Death March to Bataan (two years!), I wasn’t engaged mind and body, and thoughtful about what muscles were being used. This class has been really eye-opening – I think and breathe when I kick my leg up or when I squat or do these freak jumping jacks/Scissor kicks off a curb. (Goddamn, those suck.) I concentrate. Focus. Italicize with abandon. The stretching at the end of each session is key, as I feel the muscles and start to understand how the body is put together. If I want to engage my core more, I hold my body a certain way and it isn’t the way it’s been held, lemme tell ya.
A somewhat related note is the emotional side of getting into shape, and not turning to food for comfort. A friend/therapist told me once that as I lose weight, the “issue is in the tissue.” Meaning that once I start burning the fat and whatnot, the emotions will start surfacing. From the melting fat. (Yum!). Seriously though, that phrase has actually gotten me through a lot of emotional upheaval. When I start feeling down and defeated about normal every day silliness, I realize these are normal, human emotions and reactions and that this means a) I’m getting in touch with emotions, b) I don’t need to eat something to make it go away. It’s fine. and c) the fat is melting away so the emotions are surfacing. And when I think of my thighs getting smaller, I get happy and go floss my teeth or something.














